Today was a....boring day. I woke up at 700, went to school til 1220, got a haircut at 1, went to work right afterward til 7. Came home and ate supper and did 2.5 hours of homework.
Not much fun occured. Until....
The suspense is driving you crazy? ha. I got invited to go to Island park and play hide n seek with like..10 other people. It was a good time. I skinned my elbows though trying to get off of a steep rooftop.
I'm sorry I have nothing interesting to say. So far, I have some pretty awesome weekend plans. Work Friday and Saturday. Date thing friday, and no work sunday due to Easter. =) should I sleep in or go to church? going to church is something I like to do, but i'm only going this time because I'm off of work but people may think i'm only going because it's easter, and I don't know if I want that. ha. I'm confusing. =)
See ya.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
More ramblings that nobody reads
For 18 years of my life, I have worked for the title of the nice kid and its payed off. People like me, trust me, and befriend me quite easily.
I'm trustworthy. I try not to make fun of people..even though I do every once in a while, but i usually feel guilty right afterwards.
There doesn't seem to be a point in being this nice guy that I've become though. Nobody wants it.
Every friend I have have been in a serious relationship. They've found 1 love in their life...and I just feel left out. They've also lost that love...but at least they felt some part of it.
here are a list of excuses i've heard on why girls don't like me:
"I'm too nice" This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I even offered to smack her around a few times a month if that made her happy, but she rejected me anyhow...
Don't girls want nice guys?
"You're just a friend" Aren't couples supposed to be best friends?....
That's all I can think of...ha. But, I'm a decent looking guy, with a good personality, loves god, has awesome friends, no bad habits except chewing my nails...ha, I have a job, and i have goals in life.
Apparently I need to change something about myself 'cause girls don't like me.
On a side not...I plan on becoming a more godly person. Reading the bible everyday, Living how i'm supposed too, and listening to god's plan...which so far, seems pretty secretive.....
I'm trustworthy. I try not to make fun of people..even though I do every once in a while, but i usually feel guilty right afterwards.
There doesn't seem to be a point in being this nice guy that I've become though. Nobody wants it.
Every friend I have have been in a serious relationship. They've found 1 love in their life...and I just feel left out. They've also lost that love...but at least they felt some part of it.
here are a list of excuses i've heard on why girls don't like me:
"I'm too nice" This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I even offered to smack her around a few times a month if that made her happy, but she rejected me anyhow...
Don't girls want nice guys?
"You're just a friend" Aren't couples supposed to be best friends?....
That's all I can think of...ha. But, I'm a decent looking guy, with a good personality, loves god, has awesome friends, no bad habits except chewing my nails...ha, I have a job, and i have goals in life.
Apparently I need to change something about myself 'cause girls don't like me.
On a side not...I plan on becoming a more godly person. Reading the bible everyday, Living how i'm supposed too, and listening to god's plan...which so far, seems pretty secretive.....
Sunday, March 14, 2010
bleh...
Tomorrow at noon I leave for Branson! I've never been there, but i'm ready to get out of winfield for a few days. ha. I went snack shopping today, which is always quite fun, and I get to sleep in tomorrow morning for the first time in like a month. =)
Tonight I'm going to Wichita to hangout with some friends. I'm not in the greatest mood, so hopefully they'll cheer me up! We are going to watch the crazies and some other stuff.
Tonight I'm going to Wichita to hangout with some friends. I'm not in the greatest mood, so hopefully they'll cheer me up! We are going to watch the crazies and some other stuff.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Recent thoughts
You ever feel like you're the gum on somebody's shoe? That's how I've felt lately with a lot of my friends. One in particular seems to boss me around and take control of everything...even my own things. He's bigger than me..so what do I do? It's funny sometimes, but other times its annoying, especially when it keeps on happening.
I also hate being the butt end of jokes. It's okay sometimes, I can keep a joke, but when its a constant thing.....it makes you think, are they really joking? I also hate giving jokes to people who can't handle them. My best friend can't take a joke at all. You make a funny comment or something and he gets physical. It's not fair...how about you retaliate with wit and not strength.
I hate having to come home while hanging out with new people and being interrogated. I just want my own life separated from my brother and my main set of friends. I'm glad I have a set of best friends..but I just wish they wouldn't care so much as to what i'm doing..I'm able to do things by myself. I've got a job, a car, money, and my own set of wants.
Anyhow, I got offered a place to live next school semester but I'd have to transfer colleges, which I've already been debating. I'm ready to get out of Winfield. WSU would be a nice place to go. The friends I were hanging out with today said I could live with them because they've got a house, and it's a nice one. WSU offers my major as well and I have friends who go there. Plus I'd love to escape my best friend. He lives with me and doesn't have a job and only 7 hours of classes. When I'm not working or at school, he's with me. I like to get out and do different things and its just like he's suffocating me...ha.
I complain a lot on here, but, i've got a lot of things that need to get out, and this is a pretty good way. Even if a complete stranger reads this. ha.
I've been really happy this last week because something I wanted seemed to me to be coming true, but then these last few days have gotten me in a depressed type of mood because i think i'm wrong....
Life's complicated.
I also hate being the butt end of jokes. It's okay sometimes, I can keep a joke, but when its a constant thing.....it makes you think, are they really joking? I also hate giving jokes to people who can't handle them. My best friend can't take a joke at all. You make a funny comment or something and he gets physical. It's not fair...how about you retaliate with wit and not strength.
I hate having to come home while hanging out with new people and being interrogated. I just want my own life separated from my brother and my main set of friends. I'm glad I have a set of best friends..but I just wish they wouldn't care so much as to what i'm doing..I'm able to do things by myself. I've got a job, a car, money, and my own set of wants.
Anyhow, I got offered a place to live next school semester but I'd have to transfer colleges, which I've already been debating. I'm ready to get out of Winfield. WSU would be a nice place to go. The friends I were hanging out with today said I could live with them because they've got a house, and it's a nice one. WSU offers my major as well and I have friends who go there. Plus I'd love to escape my best friend. He lives with me and doesn't have a job and only 7 hours of classes. When I'm not working or at school, he's with me. I like to get out and do different things and its just like he's suffocating me...ha.
I complain a lot on here, but, i've got a lot of things that need to get out, and this is a pretty good way. Even if a complete stranger reads this. ha.
I've been really happy this last week because something I wanted seemed to me to be coming true, but then these last few days have gotten me in a depressed type of mood because i think i'm wrong....
Life's complicated.
Monday, March 8, 2010
about me
I have decided to write a little bit about me due to a lack of anything else to do. My msn buddy decided to have bad internet tonight. :P
I have lived in Winfield my entire life. Although I used to go to school in a tiny tiny town because I lived in the country and that school was closer. That house was near the lake. During the summer, you could hear the jet skis glide across the water, and it was one of the best sounds ever. If you walked to the balcony, you could even see some of the lake.
At that house I....
ran over my twin brother with a four wheeler. =) He wasn't hurt though
Had an awesome snowball fight where we had forts and everything made of snow.
Built a snow fort with my brother. It only lasted a day though...it collapsed over night. =(
Had a donkey named Don! I loved him, and he'd let us ride him all the time.
Had our yard catch on fire and the fire department had to put it out for us
Had a homemade teeter totter in the backyard. Which was just a long board across a sawing horse.
I lived in that house from age 7 to about 13. I remember that house so well because I consider it to be my childhood home. ha
I didn't get to meet my biological dad until I was 16. He never called or anything even though he only lived a few miles away. After his wife died, he started contacting us(my twin and I). He had other kids...4 of them, which I didn't know either. I tended to ignore his phone calls because by the time I was 16..I was grown up. My bro and I did eventually hangout with him and his side of the family. Last summer he called me and had a long conversation about something that I don't remember, and he told me he loved me, but I didn't say it back. I've only known him for about 2 years at that time, but during those 2 years..it was just a few meetings and phone calls.
He died about 4 months later due to alcohol. He drank himself to death because he was so lonely. His wife had past, along with a friend, and his dad. His other kids didn't want a lot to do with him due to other problems, and after his death..I can't help but recall our phone call where I didn't tell him that I loved him back...
At the viewing of his body..I apologized over and over again for god knows what...I guess for not letting him know that I loved him.
There was nothing worse than that moment of guilt, sadness, and emptiness. When the bulge of sadness poured out of my abdomen and came out in the form of tears....I hated it more than anything.
My step dad is also a heavy drinker and smoker. His lungs are pretty much gone, but a lot of that was due to Tuberculosis. He isn't getting better, but it doesn't take a scientist to know that his alcohol is the reason behind the medicine not working. He's an idiot.
I bet he has less than 5 years left in him... He's already on oxygen. He's only 53.
I rambled a lot up there..haha. I hope it interested somebody...
I have lived in Winfield my entire life. Although I used to go to school in a tiny tiny town because I lived in the country and that school was closer. That house was near the lake. During the summer, you could hear the jet skis glide across the water, and it was one of the best sounds ever. If you walked to the balcony, you could even see some of the lake.
At that house I....
ran over my twin brother with a four wheeler. =) He wasn't hurt though
Had an awesome snowball fight where we had forts and everything made of snow.
Built a snow fort with my brother. It only lasted a day though...it collapsed over night. =(
Had a donkey named Don! I loved him, and he'd let us ride him all the time.
Had our yard catch on fire and the fire department had to put it out for us
Had a homemade teeter totter in the backyard. Which was just a long board across a sawing horse.
I lived in that house from age 7 to about 13. I remember that house so well because I consider it to be my childhood home. ha
I didn't get to meet my biological dad until I was 16. He never called or anything even though he only lived a few miles away. After his wife died, he started contacting us(my twin and I). He had other kids...4 of them, which I didn't know either. I tended to ignore his phone calls because by the time I was 16..I was grown up. My bro and I did eventually hangout with him and his side of the family. Last summer he called me and had a long conversation about something that I don't remember, and he told me he loved me, but I didn't say it back. I've only known him for about 2 years at that time, but during those 2 years..it was just a few meetings and phone calls.
He died about 4 months later due to alcohol. He drank himself to death because he was so lonely. His wife had past, along with a friend, and his dad. His other kids didn't want a lot to do with him due to other problems, and after his death..I can't help but recall our phone call where I didn't tell him that I loved him back...
At the viewing of his body..I apologized over and over again for god knows what...I guess for not letting him know that I loved him.
There was nothing worse than that moment of guilt, sadness, and emptiness. When the bulge of sadness poured out of my abdomen and came out in the form of tears....I hated it more than anything.
My step dad is also a heavy drinker and smoker. His lungs are pretty much gone, but a lot of that was due to Tuberculosis. He isn't getting better, but it doesn't take a scientist to know that his alcohol is the reason behind the medicine not working. He's an idiot.
I bet he has less than 5 years left in him... He's already on oxygen. He's only 53.
I rambled a lot up there..haha. I hope it interested somebody...
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Date Night =)
I had to work Saturday from 830 to 5. I got up at 8, and my mom was awake. She told me she was going bowling at about 7... That's where megan and I were going for our date, and i thought it was going to be sooo awkward having my mom there too. After our conversation, I went to the wonderful world of work. Saturday's at work always seem to take forever seeing how nobody wants their drugs on a weekend. They get them on the week days usually. I got out of work finally, and I had the date at 5:30. I had to drive to Arkcity and I was a little late because I had to go home, and put on some good clothes. I met Megan at the bowling alley and then she got in my car after the biggest wave I've ever experienced in my life, and we went to Gambino's. Gambino's is not a date spot. It's not very nice, although the pizza was quite delicious.
After Gambino's we went bowling. Megan was the first to bowl, and she was going pretty good. I think I lost the first game, but things changed after her luck transferred to me, and I won our second game. On our third game, she got her mojo back, and she beat me. I learned I do the head tilt a lot and somehow, that is supposed to get my ball back on track....but it didn't work. =(
After bowling, we went and got some ice cream. We left and ate the ice cream at the park in the train. We talked about a statue that was staring at us, and stuff. ha.
after eating our ice cream we swung in the swings and then played in the tennis courts.We felt pretty american staring at the flag waving across the street.
After hanging out there, Walmart was on the list of our destination. On the way there, we jammed out to 1985- Bowling for Soup and a few other songs.
We were pretty lame at walmart. We walked around the groceries and picked out what stuff we owned at our house. ha. But, it was funny. I then showed her a video of a slow loris on youtube, which is the cutest animal known to man, but she refused to think that and called it ugly...She's a weirdo. ;)
We drove around a little longer and we jammed out, I got a corndog at Sonic, we played catch with a football in another park, and swung some more. We did pretty much everything there is to do possible in ark city.
I had a blast, and am looking forward to another date.
After Gambino's we went bowling. Megan was the first to bowl, and she was going pretty good. I think I lost the first game, but things changed after her luck transferred to me, and I won our second game. On our third game, she got her mojo back, and she beat me. I learned I do the head tilt a lot and somehow, that is supposed to get my ball back on track....but it didn't work. =(
After bowling, we went and got some ice cream. We left and ate the ice cream at the park in the train. We talked about a statue that was staring at us, and stuff. ha.
after eating our ice cream we swung in the swings and then played in the tennis courts.We felt pretty american staring at the flag waving across the street.
After hanging out there, Walmart was on the list of our destination. On the way there, we jammed out to 1985- Bowling for Soup and a few other songs.
We were pretty lame at walmart. We walked around the groceries and picked out what stuff we owned at our house. ha. But, it was funny. I then showed her a video of a slow loris on youtube, which is the cutest animal known to man, but she refused to think that and called it ugly...She's a weirdo. ;)
We drove around a little longer and we jammed out, I got a corndog at Sonic, we played catch with a football in another park, and swung some more. We did pretty much everything there is to do possible in ark city.
I had a blast, and am looking forward to another date.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Trevor's Friday nights....
It seems like I always wake up JUST before my alarm goes off, which to me, is always awesome. I see the time, and I'm like...yes, 10 more minutes, and those 10 minutes seem sooo slow, so when I finally do get up, I think I'm late.
Anyways, I went to school, and my comp class (which is my 2nd and last class of today) was cancelled. I feel some sort of superiority when my class is cancelled. I walk around and see all the other comp classes in session and I'm like.."sucks to be you."
Because of my cancelled class, I worked out. I'm pretty sure my biceps are soon to be bulging through my shirts. ;) ....jk
I had to work and after that, I came home to find 3 of my friends at my house watching youtube videos and a bucket of wal-mart chicken on the counter, and I was happy because I had a free dinner. =) I also went to go watch Alice and Wonderland tonight, which was pretty good.
I work tomorrow morning, 830 to 5. then I have a date. I attempted to get my car clean, but i decided against it because my car isn't THAT dirty, nor did I feel like cleaning it.
Sorry for the rambling....I have nothing interesting to talk about.
Anyways, I went to school, and my comp class (which is my 2nd and last class of today) was cancelled. I feel some sort of superiority when my class is cancelled. I walk around and see all the other comp classes in session and I'm like.."sucks to be you."
Because of my cancelled class, I worked out. I'm pretty sure my biceps are soon to be bulging through my shirts. ;) ....jk
I had to work and after that, I came home to find 3 of my friends at my house watching youtube videos and a bucket of wal-mart chicken on the counter, and I was happy because I had a free dinner. =) I also went to go watch Alice and Wonderland tonight, which was pretty good.
I work tomorrow morning, 830 to 5. then I have a date. I attempted to get my car clean, but i decided against it because my car isn't THAT dirty, nor did I feel like cleaning it.
Sorry for the rambling....I have nothing interesting to talk about.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
First blog
First of all, I'm not a very creative person, that's why I'm a science major. I was bored and I was looking at a friend's blog, and I thought I'd try it out. I don't really have much to say. I'm lying here in bed with an awesome crayon blanket covering my legs. I went to a concert this past Monday night. It was amazing. I haven't been to one since my sophomore year. The drive to Oklahoma City was Long. The construction on the highway was sporadic and quite annoying, and apparently the state of Oklahoma sucks at giving directions to places via signs. We got to the concert and only waited in line for about 15 minutes, but that was long enough for my nose to start running. We started into the Diamond Ballroom, and we all stood on the outside of the crowd that was forming around the stage. Four of my friend's and I wanted to get to the front of the stage in order to see Mayday Parade and We the Kings, so we had to dance, fight, pull, push, shove, and knock many people to get there, but hey, we were at a concert where things get crazy! We finally made it to the stage..well, close enough, and the temperature was the most uncomfortable thing. I looked at one of my friends who went with us and she looked like she had just gotten out of the shower. =O as we were being pushed and shoved, my friends and I were laughing... We had to fight to stand up because the floor was being overtaken by people with huge feet and trash.
I haven't been to a concert in a long time, and this one has definitely made me consider going to them much more often. The bands rocked, and so do my friends.
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