I talked my brother into moving into the cowley dorms with me. He was quite hesitant at first, talking about how much money it would cost and wondering how he would afford it, but I told him that this was going to be the cheapest we'd be able to get dorms at any college. So, would he rather pay the cheap price, or experience the dorm life at some other college where it would be ridiculously expensive. I imagined how it would be. I'd make a ton of new friends, Travis and I would slowly get away from each other, gain independent lives. School's been started for a little over a month, and I'd say we've finally gotten apart from each other. We have different work schedules, class schedules and junk. But, we still live together. Apparently though, he doesn't tell me everything here.
I would prefer to have a few alone days. Just to be lazy. Perhaps watch a tv show, nap, facebook it up, but I can't. I always have people over, especially when it's just not travis and I living here. Zac lives here too. Which for the most part I don't mind. He moves from room to room and he has a few friends that he hangs out with that I don't. But, when he's gone, I have to have other friends show up. Most of them usually call me before showing up, but one of my friends just shows up whenever he wants.
He might tell travis he's coming over, but not me. He just came over today, and I think he's moving in... He brought a mattress and tried to stuff it under a bed thats already has stuff under it. There is no room.
He's not moving in. This room is barely big enough for 2, and with 3 it's packed full. 4 will not work. It just can't. Too many different work schedules, alarms going off at different times waking people up. When I have to work early in the mornings I want to get to sleep at a decent time, but that will be hard if theres 3 other people in the room who want to stay up and party.
...I just needed to vent. I'm annoyed.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
=)
I have been in my wonderful place of learning for approximately a month now. I've made friends, learned new things, and picked up better habits. I've been working about 30 hours a week and going to classes. Most of which I enjoy. I'm terrible at chemistry, but I mean, when am I going to have to draw 1-methylpropyl structure crap?...Never! It's a difficult class.
I've picked up the habit of running. About every other night I run about a mile and half, and I'm slowly working my way towards more. It makes me feel great. I've also learned how to play blackjack. By learned though, I mean I've got the main rules down. I have yet to perfect my game. (I lost 30 bucks tonight)
I have friends stay the night everynight...even though its against the rules. (I'm such a rebel)
I still owe a ton of money to the school...but I've got a while to pay it off.
I wish I had a girl though...someone to have to myself! ha.
I've picked up the habit of running. About every other night I run about a mile and half, and I'm slowly working my way towards more. It makes me feel great. I've also learned how to play blackjack. By learned though, I mean I've got the main rules down. I have yet to perfect my game. (I lost 30 bucks tonight)
I have friends stay the night everynight...even though its against the rules. (I'm such a rebel)
I still owe a ton of money to the school...but I've got a while to pay it off.
I wish I had a girl though...someone to have to myself! ha.
Monday, September 6, 2010
There are better things on the other side
I moved to Burden school in 2nd grade, and I met a kid who later became a best friend. We grew up together up until 8th grade when we moved. During our elementary years we would walk to his house and his mom would be there.She was a wonderful woman. We stayed the night there often and one time she made all of us go to sleep early because school was nearing and she wanted us to get used to having a bed time since summer was over.
She also invited us to her hometown with her kids. We stopped by some river and had an awesome time. We met her family and she treated us like her own kids. She loved my brother and I and was proud of us.
We one time got locked out of our friends house and so we found an open window and got into his house. When his mom got home from work, she asked us how we got inside and we said the door was unlocked. She temporarily believed us and because we got away with it, we high fived each other. When my dad came to pick us up, she talked to him about the high five she saw and knew we lied to her.
After we moved she still called us her sons. She always gave us hugs when she saw us and was so proud of us and who we were. She was diagnosed with cancer at this time also but she had chemo* and got rid of it.
It came back and she didn't want to put up with more treatments and last night she past away. We all knew it was coming and so we even went up to visit her a couple weeks ago. She had lost weight, she was frail looking, and weak. She hugged us and told us thanks for coming to see her.
Her family told us that she was happy she was leaving because she was a woman of god. She knew there would be better things after she was gone. She was an awesome woman and I'm going to miss her. But at least she was happy and will be pain free.
She also invited us to her hometown with her kids. We stopped by some river and had an awesome time. We met her family and she treated us like her own kids. She loved my brother and I and was proud of us.
We one time got locked out of our friends house and so we found an open window and got into his house. When his mom got home from work, she asked us how we got inside and we said the door was unlocked. She temporarily believed us and because we got away with it, we high fived each other. When my dad came to pick us up, she talked to him about the high five she saw and knew we lied to her.
After we moved she still called us her sons. She always gave us hugs when she saw us and was so proud of us and who we were. She was diagnosed with cancer at this time also but she had chemo* and got rid of it.
It came back and she didn't want to put up with more treatments and last night she past away. We all knew it was coming and so we even went up to visit her a couple weeks ago. She had lost weight, she was frail looking, and weak. She hugged us and told us thanks for coming to see her.
Her family told us that she was happy she was leaving because she was a woman of god. She knew there would be better things after she was gone. She was an awesome woman and I'm going to miss her. But at least she was happy and will be pain free.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
New home
After countless hours of letting my mom know that her little boys have to leave the house sometime, and convincing her she'd be fine in the house by herself and that we'd visit often, we have finally moved out. Only 20 minutes away nonetheless. My brother as my roommate and accompanied by a microwave, a tv, our laptops, and refrigerator, we have our lives set for the semester.
First few days were quite sucky. I had no friends and our room was our prison. Sitting here and staring at our tv was about the most fun we could have. We walked around a few times, but the campus is not very big and so our browsing the neighborhood wasn't very fun.
Then classes started and my outgoing-ness began to seep through my skin. I said hey to random people, sat with a couple of people I didn't know at lunch, and added some classmates to Facebook. Now that I'm all settled in, I have a few acquaintances I can hangout with and hopefully they'll become full fledged friends.
I have homework and a lack of sleep. I have to drive back to Winfield to work but I'm excited about work now because we have new owners who seem to have the entire store figured out.
First few days were quite sucky. I had no friends and our room was our prison. Sitting here and staring at our tv was about the most fun we could have. We walked around a few times, but the campus is not very big and so our browsing the neighborhood wasn't very fun.
Then classes started and my outgoing-ness began to seep through my skin. I said hey to random people, sat with a couple of people I didn't know at lunch, and added some classmates to Facebook. Now that I'm all settled in, I have a few acquaintances I can hangout with and hopefully they'll become full fledged friends.
I have homework and a lack of sleep. I have to drive back to Winfield to work but I'm excited about work now because we have new owners who seem to have the entire store figured out.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Moving!
I haven’t moved yet, so don’t think I’m blogging about that. But, I’m nearly on my way to move to my dorm. I’m quite excited. My school payments are all figured out, I’ll have a job all school year, and my brother is going to be my roommate. Him and I get along perfectly, so I’m quite happy about that.
Lately though, my friends and I have been together all the time. It’s great. School is starting back up, so we are all getting ready to go off. Tonight we watched Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World and it is an epic movie. I loved it. My friends were also there after our delectable meal at WingStreet.
By the way, I’m a single man again. That was a quickie eh?
Friday, July 30, 2010
It’s been a while!
Nothing awesome/exciting has happened in a while. My cat had litter number 2…but she’s tucked them away in a wall we have and we can’t reach them. I think they are 3 of them.
I did get a girlfriend. Courtney is her name, and she’s quite awesome. =) I would upload a picture, but I don’t think I have one of us together yet.
Tonight is the fair, and we are going to that together. I think we’re meeting up with another couple. I went there last night, but we left somewhat early. I just don’t enjoy it like I used to.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Vacation!
Zac, Kristen, Travis, Me, Ryan, Beth, Kelsi, Kyle, and Briar all went on this vacation to go to Beaver lake and St. Louis.
Day 1:
We left at like 7 in the morning on Saturday. We decided we had better pack our bags and junk the night before because none of us would have felt like it the next morning. Grogginess and a lack of sleep makes for one grumpy Trevor. We had 2 full cars of tents, sleeping bags, our own suitcases, chairs, a cooler, and other stuff. We had to prepare for our Beaver Lake adventure and then St. Louis.
We had about a 4 hour drive to Beaver, and along the way it rained off and on. Once we got there, we had to put our tents up in the 5x10 foot space the camping people had given to us. How generous. =)
We put our tents up and then it begin to pour. Our tents cover for the top didn't work so well, so we had to get all of our stuff back out of the tent and put it in the vehicle so it wouldn't get soaked. We went ahead and walked about a mile or so to my friend's exceedingly rich g-parents house to prepare for swimming and junk. We were already soaked because we walked in the rain, so it was like we already went swimming, but the lake was actually pretty warm so swimming in it was a little bit better. There was also a trampoline in the water that floated so that was pretty cool.
We all went tubing that day.
I watched Kelsi and Zac tube for a bit and then it was Ryan and I's turn. It was his first time. We fell off a few times, but I think the driver was taking it extra hard on us. ;)
Once Ryan finished off, it was Beth and I's turn. We were on there for just a few minutes when for some reason she let go. I had no idea why. Next thing I know, i'm laying in the water with a sore leg and the boat stopped asking me if I was okay. I looked behind me and saw 3 tree branches sticking out of the water. Apparently Beth saw the trees, and I didn't. One of the branches hit my legs as we traveled through it and knocked me off the tube. The people on the boat thought it hit my face and I was dead. But luckily god protected me. =) I got out of the water with just a bruised leg and it was fine a couple days later.
We headed back home after a few hours and our tent had puddles in it. we decided to leave and find a restaurant to eat at. We found this little place and we ate there. We also found this place that sold cheap clothes, so we went there to find towels for our tent. We got there and they had like 1980's clothes to todays stuff. We found several cotten shirts that we bought because there were no towels. We bought them after my friends finished gambling away their quarters on the machine.
we got to the tent, cleaned it up, and I went to bed at like 10, i was a tired little fella.
Day 2: (4th of july)
We woke up and ate breakfast made over the fire. Sausages and junk. It was pretty good. We all got ready and headed back to the lake to swim. The clouds were still pretty thick, but they were breaking up. We all went swimming and then had the opportunity to get in the boat and go tubing. We did this.
We tubed for a bit, but then beth just drove us around the lake. The clouds had pretty much left, and i had no sunscreen. I got the worst full body sunburn ever.
A few hours of that, we went back to our campsite. Our plans had changed. Instead of staying there that night, we decided to head to St. Louis in order to get enough sleep for Warped tour the next morning. We booked a hotel and got there at 2 in the morning. The ride there was okay. It was the 4th, and so lots of fireworks were going off on the ride, which made it interesting. Beth and kelsi got in the front seats while beth drove. They were hyped up on energy drinks and were singing and dancing. Luckily, I was too tired to be concerned for my safety. =)
Day 3:
When we woke up from the hotel we got in line for warped tour 2 hours early. After producing a gallon of sweat and sticky thighs, we found out we were in the wrong line just a few minutes before gates open, so we did what any music loving american would do. we cut in in line.
We walked around, and then the music started, and Kelsi and I watched Artist Vs Poet and Anarbor. Travis and Briar then caught up to us to watch them with us. After spending probably 30 bucks on water and producing more sweat than i ever have before, seeing hundreds of half naked people, the concert of over. I saw: Artist vs poet, anarbor, i see stars, breathe electric, breathe carolina, the summer set, of mice and men, and a few others.
We got back to our hotel and went swimming and junk.
Day 4:
We woke up and went to the City museum after passing the arch. It was lots of fun. There are caves, tunnels, a 10 story slide(which gets boring halfway through), a giant hamster wheel, and tons of other things.
we were there for a few hours and then went to the hotel. We ate at Imo's pizza for supper, then played pop pong at the hotel with everyone. We were all pretty much exhausted at this point.
At about 10 that night, the guys were all hungy. We decided to ditch the girls to go to Hooters. Once we got in the car, we decided Applebees would be better. We got there and ordered our food. We had an awesome waitress who was very sarcastic and we left her a huge tip. The girls found out we left and started calling us. we all started ignoring them. I called kristen back and she cussed me out.
We got back to the hotel and we all apologized after travis had told them they could have ate sandwiches. It was funny, but not the appropriate time to say this.
Day 5:
The girls had all forgiven us and we headed back home. It was rainy and junk but we made it home by about 6 that night. We stopped at Subway for lunch.
Day 1:
We left at like 7 in the morning on Saturday. We decided we had better pack our bags and junk the night before because none of us would have felt like it the next morning. Grogginess and a lack of sleep makes for one grumpy Trevor. We had 2 full cars of tents, sleeping bags, our own suitcases, chairs, a cooler, and other stuff. We had to prepare for our Beaver Lake adventure and then St. Louis.
We had about a 4 hour drive to Beaver, and along the way it rained off and on. Once we got there, we had to put our tents up in the 5x10 foot space the camping people had given to us. How generous. =)
We put our tents up and then it begin to pour. Our tents cover for the top didn't work so well, so we had to get all of our stuff back out of the tent and put it in the vehicle so it wouldn't get soaked. We went ahead and walked about a mile or so to my friend's exceedingly rich g-parents house to prepare for swimming and junk. We were already soaked because we walked in the rain, so it was like we already went swimming, but the lake was actually pretty warm so swimming in it was a little bit better. There was also a trampoline in the water that floated so that was pretty cool.
We all went tubing that day.
I watched Kelsi and Zac tube for a bit and then it was Ryan and I's turn. It was his first time. We fell off a few times, but I think the driver was taking it extra hard on us. ;)
Once Ryan finished off, it was Beth and I's turn. We were on there for just a few minutes when for some reason she let go. I had no idea why. Next thing I know, i'm laying in the water with a sore leg and the boat stopped asking me if I was okay. I looked behind me and saw 3 tree branches sticking out of the water. Apparently Beth saw the trees, and I didn't. One of the branches hit my legs as we traveled through it and knocked me off the tube. The people on the boat thought it hit my face and I was dead. But luckily god protected me. =) I got out of the water with just a bruised leg and it was fine a couple days later.
We headed back home after a few hours and our tent had puddles in it. we decided to leave and find a restaurant to eat at. We found this little place and we ate there. We also found this place that sold cheap clothes, so we went there to find towels for our tent. We got there and they had like 1980's clothes to todays stuff. We found several cotten shirts that we bought because there were no towels. We bought them after my friends finished gambling away their quarters on the machine.
we got to the tent, cleaned it up, and I went to bed at like 10, i was a tired little fella.
Day 2: (4th of july)
We woke up and ate breakfast made over the fire. Sausages and junk. It was pretty good. We all got ready and headed back to the lake to swim. The clouds were still pretty thick, but they were breaking up. We all went swimming and then had the opportunity to get in the boat and go tubing. We did this.
We tubed for a bit, but then beth just drove us around the lake. The clouds had pretty much left, and i had no sunscreen. I got the worst full body sunburn ever.
A few hours of that, we went back to our campsite. Our plans had changed. Instead of staying there that night, we decided to head to St. Louis in order to get enough sleep for Warped tour the next morning. We booked a hotel and got there at 2 in the morning. The ride there was okay. It was the 4th, and so lots of fireworks were going off on the ride, which made it interesting. Beth and kelsi got in the front seats while beth drove. They were hyped up on energy drinks and were singing and dancing. Luckily, I was too tired to be concerned for my safety. =)
Day 3:
When we woke up from the hotel we got in line for warped tour 2 hours early. After producing a gallon of sweat and sticky thighs, we found out we were in the wrong line just a few minutes before gates open, so we did what any music loving american would do. we cut in in line.
We walked around, and then the music started, and Kelsi and I watched Artist Vs Poet and Anarbor. Travis and Briar then caught up to us to watch them with us. After spending probably 30 bucks on water and producing more sweat than i ever have before, seeing hundreds of half naked people, the concert of over. I saw: Artist vs poet, anarbor, i see stars, breathe electric, breathe carolina, the summer set, of mice and men, and a few others.
We got back to our hotel and went swimming and junk.
Day 4:
We woke up and went to the City museum after passing the arch. It was lots of fun. There are caves, tunnels, a 10 story slide(which gets boring halfway through), a giant hamster wheel, and tons of other things.
we were there for a few hours and then went to the hotel. We ate at Imo's pizza for supper, then played pop pong at the hotel with everyone. We were all pretty much exhausted at this point.
At about 10 that night, the guys were all hungy. We decided to ditch the girls to go to Hooters. Once we got in the car, we decided Applebees would be better. We got there and ordered our food. We had an awesome waitress who was very sarcastic and we left her a huge tip. The girls found out we left and started calling us. we all started ignoring them. I called kristen back and she cussed me out.
We got back to the hotel and we all apologized after travis had told them they could have ate sandwiches. It was funny, but not the appropriate time to say this.
Day 5:
The girls had all forgiven us and we headed back home. It was rainy and junk but we made it home by about 6 that night. We stopped at Subway for lunch.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Church lessons: Don’t be too prideful!
I learned the other day at church, that being too prideful is a bad thing. I already knew this, but I didn’t realize how guilty I was of it.
We’ve all been there. Walking down a hallway at school and making a snap judgment based on the appearance of some peer. You could make the assumption that they are a whore, slut, jerk, or something else. But isn’t a judgment like that putting them down? Does it mean that you’re better than that other person? Of course it doesn’t. But sometimes I’ve been there and thought that.
Being too prideful is hard to admit sometimes. Sometimes people are guilty of not being able to apologize to somebody. For me, an apology is easy. It admits that you were wrong when you give a person one. I don’t have a problem giving out apologies . But being too prideful will stop you from giving them out. It will make you think you weren’t wrong, and that everything you’ve done has been the correct way.
The other day my brother was texting this person who I considered a nasty person. He was saying that he was just their friend, but I didn’t understand. We were better than that, so quit talking to them. But in all honesty…Nobody is better than anybody so get rid of that misconception that superiority over another exists…it doesn’t.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Stuff I do when I’m bored
I downloaded Windows Live Essentials Beta just a bit ago. I like it. It puts in my Facebook junk on my Windows Live Feed. I’m going to be all connected. I’m using Windows Live Writer to write this…so nothing on here is going to be interesting. I just want to see how it works.
All week, most of my friends have been going to sleep at like 1030. So, I’ve been forced to stay up and use the internet to keep me company.
The internet isn’t as much fun as people. =(
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Life and all it's glory...
I mentioned bringing one of my friends along on that trip that not everyone gets along with. This caused an argument with a girl going and resulted in me saying something bad about how she was acting. But she pretty much said i was a liar, when she didn't know the entirety of the situation. I apologized to her for the name calling several times and it took her a day to get over it. She has yet to apologize to me for calling me a liar. But, I suppose I'll just suck it up and not expect one seeing how a friendship with her means more to me this an apology from this argument.
I think I have all of my paperwork done for my college and handed in and whatnot. I just got home from doing that, and now i'm waiting for a delicious Totino's pizza to get done from cooking. It'll be my lunch. I normally would have eaten out, but I'm trying to save some money and eat healthier. (A totinos pizza is healthier than Mcdonalds I'm sure =) )
I think I have all of my paperwork done for my college and handed in and whatnot. I just got home from doing that, and now i'm waiting for a delicious Totino's pizza to get done from cooking. It'll be my lunch. I normally would have eaten out, but I'm trying to save some money and eat healthier. (A totinos pizza is healthier than Mcdonalds I'm sure =) )
Monday, June 7, 2010
Have you ever?
Sometimes you don't know how lucky your life is. Making people happy who need some cheering up is something I find enjoyable. Just a random smile from a stranger can mean the world to someone.
I work as a cashier most of the time, and that gives me several opportunities to make someone's trip to the store, hour, or even day. I try my best to put on a smile, ask if they need help, and even joke around a little. Making people smile or laugh is a huge reward in my opinion.
The store I work at has some of the best customers ever. I have made several friends working there young and old. Some customers know me by name and they like to toss jokes back at me as I pick on them.
I remember one time I was eating out at a restaurant, and my waitress seemed stressed or upset. She did a great job getting our order and stuff, but she still seemed preoccupied, so my attempt to make her day better was to give her a compliment. I said she had nice eyes. (I wasn't meaning to flirt...) She smiled and seemed happier that she was serving our table.
I know sometimes I can be a jerk to my friends or annoying or whatever, but I also know I do a lot of nice things for them. I clean up after them, pick up the house, buy things...and I don't expect a thank you.
I also realize that they do nice things for me too.
This blog really doesn't have any point except that I enjoy being nice, and I think my goal in life is just to make a difference in other people lives, maybe make them enjoy it more. I want to be the guy that someone comes to for advice. Someone trustworthy.
I work as a cashier most of the time, and that gives me several opportunities to make someone's trip to the store, hour, or even day. I try my best to put on a smile, ask if they need help, and even joke around a little. Making people smile or laugh is a huge reward in my opinion.
The store I work at has some of the best customers ever. I have made several friends working there young and old. Some customers know me by name and they like to toss jokes back at me as I pick on them.
I remember one time I was eating out at a restaurant, and my waitress seemed stressed or upset. She did a great job getting our order and stuff, but she still seemed preoccupied, so my attempt to make her day better was to give her a compliment. I said she had nice eyes. (I wasn't meaning to flirt...) She smiled and seemed happier that she was serving our table.
I know sometimes I can be a jerk to my friends or annoying or whatever, but I also know I do a lot of nice things for them. I clean up after them, pick up the house, buy things...and I don't expect a thank you.
I also realize that they do nice things for me too.
This blog really doesn't have any point except that I enjoy being nice, and I think my goal in life is just to make a difference in other people lives, maybe make them enjoy it more. I want to be the guy that someone comes to for advice. Someone trustworthy.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Doing stuff!
On Friday, I decided to go to the lake. I asked my friends to go, but they decided they'd rather do nothing at home instead of going to the lake. So, I went with my parents, which I knew would be boring, but, just in case one of these days they decide to die on me, I'd have at least one more memory of hangin' out with them. They both love the lake a lot, so... I wanted to make another memory of it.
That night, I hung out with my sister and my nieces because they were camping down the cove. We went swimming and stuff and it was an alright time. By the time it was ready for bed, I layed down and read part of my book. I woke up at 7 o'clock the next morning due to the hot summer sun shining onto my face melting it into a state of alertness....
I went home and got a couple of my friends up and they went with me to eat breakfast. At that time, I got a phone call seeing if we wanted to go to Tangynika zoo, which I'm sure is spelled completely wrong. We pet some Giraffes, Lemurs, and tortoises. It was a pretty great time. =)
We bought an Ouija board that day also. We went home and it failed to do anything. We all pitched in about 10 bucks for it, and it failed us...stupid board, but then!
the next day we tried it again...and either our imaginations got the best of us, or our house is really haunted with 7 nice ghosts with the coolest one being named tez whose an 8 year old ex-slave.
The board spoke to us and it was pretty entertaining for a few hours.
That night, I hung out with my sister and my nieces because they were camping down the cove. We went swimming and stuff and it was an alright time. By the time it was ready for bed, I layed down and read part of my book. I woke up at 7 o'clock the next morning due to the hot summer sun shining onto my face melting it into a state of alertness....
I went home and got a couple of my friends up and they went with me to eat breakfast. At that time, I got a phone call seeing if we wanted to go to Tangynika zoo, which I'm sure is spelled completely wrong. We pet some Giraffes, Lemurs, and tortoises. It was a pretty great time. =)We bought an Ouija board that day also. We went home and it failed to do anything. We all pitched in about 10 bucks for it, and it failed us...stupid board, but then!
the next day we tried it again...and either our imaginations got the best of us, or our house is really haunted with 7 nice ghosts with the coolest one being named tez whose an 8 year old ex-slave.
The board spoke to us and it was pretty entertaining for a few hours.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Summer Time
All of my stress is gone..well, for the most part. Summer is here, and all I have to worry about is work, which is not that difficult.
I worked out today for the first time, which felt good, but I know come tomorrow, I'm gonna be one sore dude. =( But, that just means its workin' right? My brother and I decided to diet...We're not fat or anything, we just want to be healthier, no more fast food and start exercising.
Nothing really to write about in here, well, nothing worth reading..
Here's a funny story I suppose:
I was talking to a girl I work with about a "date" I was going to have last night. She told me to go home and change into something nice, see if the girl wanted to go and eat, and buy her the tickets (which was my plan anyhow). The girl I work with was like "does she know its a date?" and I replied with, "well, I asked if she wanted to watch a movie and eat beforehand and she said 'sure'." Well, later that night, my date girl texted me and said she was bringing a friend with her......
I came home, dressed up, sat on my couch in anticipation, and waited only to find out she's not interested in dating.
(Which I considered as a nice way of saying I don't like you. seeing how she wanted a boyfriend a little over a month ago. =/)
ehh...She's one of my best friends though and at least I have her in my life as that rather than me not knowing her at all, right?
Other than that story, nothing awesome has really happened. My friends and I do have a trip planned for the first week in July. It's going to be fun. =) Beaver Lake, St. Louis, Warped Tour, and sight seeing.
I worked out today for the first time, which felt good, but I know come tomorrow, I'm gonna be one sore dude. =( But, that just means its workin' right? My brother and I decided to diet...We're not fat or anything, we just want to be healthier, no more fast food and start exercising.
Nothing really to write about in here, well, nothing worth reading..
Here's a funny story I suppose:
I was talking to a girl I work with about a "date" I was going to have last night. She told me to go home and change into something nice, see if the girl wanted to go and eat, and buy her the tickets (which was my plan anyhow). The girl I work with was like "does she know its a date?" and I replied with, "well, I asked if she wanted to watch a movie and eat beforehand and she said 'sure'." Well, later that night, my date girl texted me and said she was bringing a friend with her......
I came home, dressed up, sat on my couch in anticipation, and waited only to find out she's not interested in dating.
(Which I considered as a nice way of saying I don't like you. seeing how she wanted a boyfriend a little over a month ago. =/)
ehh...She's one of my best friends though and at least I have her in my life as that rather than me not knowing her at all, right?
Other than that story, nothing awesome has really happened. My friends and I do have a trip planned for the first week in July. It's going to be fun. =) Beaver Lake, St. Louis, Warped Tour, and sight seeing.
Monday, May 24, 2010
My life
Summer is here and it feels amazing! My friends are all back home, my job is going well, and life is good...for the most part. =)
I've already had a couple of crazy nights like going to Wichita, getting pulled over, going to the carnival which was already closing down for the night(we were ignorant to that fact...),going hookah smoking with Kelsi and Beth and Ryan and Travis, nearly catching the place on fire due to Ryan knocking over the thingy, and eating at Ihop.
I've also gone to the Zoo, hung out at Island Park, Bonded with a couple of movie nights with my friends and Played some Xbox which I still lack skills in.
Lately, I've been in the mood to just be a good person. Helping others out, working hard, and making life easier for others! =)
I can't wait until July. My friends and I are going to Warped Tour, touring St. Louis, and camping at Beaver Lake!
fun stuff right?!
I've already had a couple of crazy nights like going to Wichita, getting pulled over, going to the carnival which was already closing down for the night(we were ignorant to that fact...),going hookah smoking with Kelsi and Beth and Ryan and Travis, nearly catching the place on fire due to Ryan knocking over the thingy, and eating at Ihop.
I've also gone to the Zoo, hung out at Island Park, Bonded with a couple of movie nights with my friends and Played some Xbox which I still lack skills in.
Lately, I've been in the mood to just be a good person. Helping others out, working hard, and making life easier for others! =)
I can't wait until July. My friends and I are going to Warped Tour, touring St. Louis, and camping at Beaver Lake!
fun stuff right?!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Stormy Weather
I understand that the title of this blog is the name of a book, and the book is one I hated very much. ha.
I chased some storms we had today. Besides the heavy rain and the hard laughter Ryan, Travis, and I experienced, it wasn't too exciting. There was one spot where the clouds were twisting and turning into what looked like a giant fist of death, but other than that, not much else happened.
I haven't written in here forever...So, lets cover a few things that have happened:
* Went ding dong ditching with a few friends. We always pick on this old man's house with a little weener dog. We're jerks. ha
*Played with kittens in my kitchen for an overly extended amount of time. I mean, if we have to rely on kittens for entertainment for about 2 hours, then something must be wrong. Oh wait...I live in Kansas.
*Watched Iron Man 2. It's pretty great I must say. If it weren't for the fact that I was sitting at the edge of a row of seats, and 2 of the nerdiest kids ever weren't sitting in front of me talking about how unrealistic the jets on Iron Man's suit is, then it would have been a perfect evening. Oh yeah...My car died on that same night. =( It's in the shop though.
Well...No pictures for this blog, so, i'm pretty lame. ha. sorry.
I chased some storms we had today. Besides the heavy rain and the hard laughter Ryan, Travis, and I experienced, it wasn't too exciting. There was one spot where the clouds were twisting and turning into what looked like a giant fist of death, but other than that, not much else happened.
I haven't written in here forever...So, lets cover a few things that have happened:
* Went ding dong ditching with a few friends. We always pick on this old man's house with a little weener dog. We're jerks. ha
*Played with kittens in my kitchen for an overly extended amount of time. I mean, if we have to rely on kittens for entertainment for about 2 hours, then something must be wrong. Oh wait...I live in Kansas.
*Watched Iron Man 2. It's pretty great I must say. If it weren't for the fact that I was sitting at the edge of a row of seats, and 2 of the nerdiest kids ever weren't sitting in front of me talking about how unrealistic the jets on Iron Man's suit is, then it would have been a perfect evening. Oh yeah...My car died on that same night. =( It's in the shop though.
Well...No pictures for this blog, so, i'm pretty lame. ha. sorry.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Forced entry
I haven't written in this thing in a little over a week...So, I guess I'll write about friends, life, work, and school. But who cares? ha
I seem to be working all the time. My schedule is School from 8 to 1230, then work 1 to 7, then homework 7-9. This happens all week long, but every once in a while, i work 4-7. So, i get a good 3 hour break. I have been skipping school a little more often lately, but can you blame me? thats my week^^ and on weekends i work 1-7 on fridays, 830 to 5 on saturdays, and 9-1 on sundays. That leaves me hanging out late and going to bed early.
I love my sleep, so thats why i skip. I love sleeping in. ha
Every weekend I still find myself loving my friends more and more. I found a few secrets out this past weekend, but I don't even care. We also went ding dong ditching. I like the feeling of being placed out of my normal self. the thrill of being scared of getting caught or yelled at. It may not be a big deal, but i love being risky. I enjoyed this weekend quite a bit and I love my friends more than they know.
School is nearly over. a little over a week left. All my stress will be alleviated. =) I worked on a project for anatomy today which took 4 hours, and then I went to my nieces 4th birthday party. She's a cutie, even if she is in the stage where she thinks the world revolves around her. ha My nephew is pretty cool too.
Life is so confusing isn't it? I don't even know what I want anymore. I wish someone would want me.
I seem to be working all the time. My schedule is School from 8 to 1230, then work 1 to 7, then homework 7-9. This happens all week long, but every once in a while, i work 4-7. So, i get a good 3 hour break. I have been skipping school a little more often lately, but can you blame me? thats my week^^ and on weekends i work 1-7 on fridays, 830 to 5 on saturdays, and 9-1 on sundays. That leaves me hanging out late and going to bed early.
I love my sleep, so thats why i skip. I love sleeping in. ha
Every weekend I still find myself loving my friends more and more. I found a few secrets out this past weekend, but I don't even care. We also went ding dong ditching. I like the feeling of being placed out of my normal self. the thrill of being scared of getting caught or yelled at. It may not be a big deal, but i love being risky. I enjoyed this weekend quite a bit and I love my friends more than they know.
School is nearly over. a little over a week left. All my stress will be alleviated. =) I worked on a project for anatomy today which took 4 hours, and then I went to my nieces 4th birthday party. She's a cutie, even if she is in the stage where she thinks the world revolves around her. ha My nephew is pretty cool too.
Life is so confusing isn't it? I don't even know what I want anymore. I wish someone would want me.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Birthday!
Today was my birthday
I got woken up at 730 by Austin who was carrying a castle made of Reeses, Trident gum, Pepsi, tape, and stuff. It was awesome and i loved it. Him and Ashley made it. =) it started my day off right. I was also given a camera, which I used later today. ha.
I had to get my house and stuff cleaned after classes today and i made some snacks for people at work. My house had to be clean because Megan was coming over tonight. ha. It's an unwritten rule to bring snacks on your birthday. ha. I made some roll-up thingies with my mother and they were delicious. My coworkers loved them. I was also given some candy from Phyllis and Jane who are friends of mine from work.
When Megan showed up we ate some awesome burritos and she got to bond it up with my family. They didn't talk much though. ha. We then went upstairs to watch an action flick! Eagle Eye. She has never seen it. She's a weirdo. This wasn't her type of movie. she likes lovey dovie movies with corny plots and predictable endings, ha. JK! sorta.
We ended up holding hands...which i am still nervous to do, and she ended up enjoying the movie! =)
After the movie, we went on a drive to the park. I brought my camera to take some pictures that weren't very professional. I suck. ha.
The streaming lights are just lights in the background that my camera failed to pick up...but it made it look cool. ha
Megan is still just as awesome as I thought. =)
I got woken up at 730 by Austin who was carrying a castle made of Reeses, Trident gum, Pepsi, tape, and stuff. It was awesome and i loved it. Him and Ashley made it. =) it started my day off right. I was also given a camera, which I used later today. ha.
I had to get my house and stuff cleaned after classes today and i made some snacks for people at work. My house had to be clean because Megan was coming over tonight. ha. It's an unwritten rule to bring snacks on your birthday. ha. I made some roll-up thingies with my mother and they were delicious. My coworkers loved them. I was also given some candy from Phyllis and Jane who are friends of mine from work.
When Megan showed up we ate some awesome burritos and she got to bond it up with my family. They didn't talk much though. ha. We then went upstairs to watch an action flick! Eagle Eye. She has never seen it. She's a weirdo. This wasn't her type of movie. she likes lovey dovie movies with corny plots and predictable endings, ha. JK! sorta.
We ended up holding hands...which i am still nervous to do, and she ended up enjoying the movie! =)
After the movie, we went on a drive to the park. I brought my camera to take some pictures that weren't very professional. I suck. ha.
The streaming lights are just lights in the background that my camera failed to pick up...but it made it look cool. ha
Megan is still just as awesome as I thought. =)
Friday, April 16, 2010
Don't read this..its boring
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
That song really got to me today...its a good one. Random, but just so you know. ha
I am eating a big mac. I'm gonna be fat, but hopefully, i'll be married by then and it'll be her problem. ha. =)
You ever do something you regret? I did that yesterday, and all day long i've felt like a jackass. I have apologized, and i'm sure she's forgiven me, but..still. i feel like a giant douche.
I'm getting sooo stressed. All I want to do is be with friends, but most of them seem to be ditching out on me. I work all the time, and then have school all the time. I need more free time. bleh..
this is a dumb blog entry, sorry for wasting your time.
I did draw 2 pictures at work..here they are.
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
That song really got to me today...its a good one. Random, but just so you know. ha
I am eating a big mac. I'm gonna be fat, but hopefully, i'll be married by then and it'll be her problem. ha. =)
You ever do something you regret? I did that yesterday, and all day long i've felt like a jackass. I have apologized, and i'm sure she's forgiven me, but..still. i feel like a giant douche.
I'm getting sooo stressed. All I want to do is be with friends, but most of them seem to be ditching out on me. I work all the time, and then have school all the time. I need more free time. bleh..
this is a dumb blog entry, sorry for wasting your time.
I did draw 2 pictures at work..here they are.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
"What are those things?"
I think all I write on this is about my dates...
After several minutes of searching for the perfect spot to stargaze, I finally decided to go to my step dads house. I had premade some hot chocolate in a thermos and I kept feeling it along the way to be sure it was still hot, because who wants to drink cold chocolate? Not I...
My step dad lives in the middle of nowhere, so we set out for his house. As I pulled up, Shadow was there to greet us. He's my awesome dog. As we worked our way into his house, I had to give her a tour of the place. I mean, I lived there for a good 4 years. I showed her my old bedrooms and some artwork and thats about it.
We got out of the house and headed to my car and grabbed the sleeping bag and blanket and set for the edge of the yard. We made a bed on the ground and lied down slurping down our hot chocolate with 18 dozen marshmallows. My dog wouldn't leave us alone. He kept loving on us and after his drool kept getting on the blanket and stuff, I decided I had to get rid of him. So, Megan and I marched back to the house and put him up.
As we got settled back on the sleeping bag, we lied down and covered up and stared at the stars. We kept seeing these floaty star things which I have no idea what they were. I remember asking her "What are those things?" No sounds, no blinky lights, or anything like and airplane... Maybe a satellite? not sure.
As we shared some conversation, I finally got the courage to grab her hand. =)
I saw a couple of shooting stars, and when I yelled at Megan to see if she saw it, she was like, "What!? No, you're lying!" and so I had to convince her I saw them.
We were in the middle of some conversation when all of a sudden some bright light flashed across the sky leaving the faint mark of a tail where a shooting star had once been. I quit talking sat up and was like, "Did you see that!?" and of course she did, I mean, you had to be blind to miss that one!
I was so excited after seeing that shooting star just because it pretty much ended our evening with perfection. I was holding her hand and we were comfy under the blankets after sipping our chocolate, with some good conversation, and then that shooting star that she has never seen.
It was by far my favorite date.
After several minutes of searching for the perfect spot to stargaze, I finally decided to go to my step dads house. I had premade some hot chocolate in a thermos and I kept feeling it along the way to be sure it was still hot, because who wants to drink cold chocolate? Not I...
My step dad lives in the middle of nowhere, so we set out for his house. As I pulled up, Shadow was there to greet us. He's my awesome dog. As we worked our way into his house, I had to give her a tour of the place. I mean, I lived there for a good 4 years. I showed her my old bedrooms and some artwork and thats about it.
We got out of the house and headed to my car and grabbed the sleeping bag and blanket and set for the edge of the yard. We made a bed on the ground and lied down slurping down our hot chocolate with 18 dozen marshmallows. My dog wouldn't leave us alone. He kept loving on us and after his drool kept getting on the blanket and stuff, I decided I had to get rid of him. So, Megan and I marched back to the house and put him up.
As we got settled back on the sleeping bag, we lied down and covered up and stared at the stars. We kept seeing these floaty star things which I have no idea what they were. I remember asking her "What are those things?" No sounds, no blinky lights, or anything like and airplane... Maybe a satellite? not sure.
As we shared some conversation, I finally got the courage to grab her hand. =)
I saw a couple of shooting stars, and when I yelled at Megan to see if she saw it, she was like, "What!? No, you're lying!" and so I had to convince her I saw them.
We were in the middle of some conversation when all of a sudden some bright light flashed across the sky leaving the faint mark of a tail where a shooting star had once been. I quit talking sat up and was like, "Did you see that!?" and of course she did, I mean, you had to be blind to miss that one!
I was so excited after seeing that shooting star just because it pretty much ended our evening with perfection. I was holding her hand and we were comfy under the blankets after sipping our chocolate, with some good conversation, and then that shooting star that she has never seen.
It was by far my favorite date.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Trevor's exciting life
I had a date this weekend with Megan, who I think is the only person who reads this, but, I suppose this will give her an insight into my mind! On my way to her house, I had to pick up a redbox movie. I pulled into that not so unfamiliar McDonald's and stopped next to the machine. I marched right up to that screen and began searching for a nice pick that a girl would enjoy. I called her up, because we had it planned out that we would pick something out together over the phone, but upon several rings, she did not answer. I assumed she was still working and she was getting off late, but I trusted my instincts and continued scrolling through that list of movies. I finally decided to get Did You Hear About the Morgans, which looks kinda funny.
I headed on that "long" journey to her house and called her a few more times. Still no answer. I got to Ark City and slowed down quite a bit because I didn't want to beat her home. I looked at my phone, and then had a voicemail and a text. I accidentally deleted her voicemail and so I just called her up. She said she was almost home, but she needed to shower and stuff and so I should drive slow. I drove 50 mph for 20 miles and got passed by about 200 angry looking people. I couldn't help but smile everytime somebody passed me, because they probably thought I was an old lady or something and I probably surprised them when they saw an 18 year old kid driving slow! ha.
I decided to give her a little while longer, so I toured her hometown. I saw the entire town in nearly 1.8 minutes. I then called her back up and she said she was ready and so I headed to her house, which wasn't difficult to find at all. She was nice enough to greet me outside. I walked into her house and was re-introduced to her mom and then introduced to her 9 foot brother. Then her jokester of a stepdad shook my hand and said he might confuse my name with the other 3 guys that were over last week. All in all they were a nice family.
Megan and I bonded it up with a walk down her dirt road with some awesome goats, horses, and cows and we made a friend with the neighbors dog who I wished would have just...died or something. He wouldn't quit barking, and when Megan's dog finally got tired of it, they 2 dogs quarreled for a bit, and the neighbors dog finally headed home. I pet megan's dog for a job well done. ha.
When we got back to the house, we had to wait a bit longer for supper to be done. We ate some delicious Lasagna and green beans. Her mom feared she overcooked the breadsticks, but they were delicious. After our dinner and sitting around the table and discussing life and what not, Megan and I headed downstairs for the movie.
her brother made us some unwanted popcorn, but he later devoured it all by himself, ha. megan and I sat in the couch and were all cozy with a blanket and the movie.
*I'm somewhat changing the subject for a brief second, but it will relate to my blog*
Have you ever wanted to hold hands with someone and you weren't sure if they would hold hands with you? No matter how old I am, I still find holding hands the hardest thing in the entire world...bleh. I haven't had the opportunity to hold it with very many, but jeeze...i'm a wimp.
*back to the story*
I laughed at several things that I found freakin hilarious during the movie, and Megan just stared at me weirdly. She laughed at a few things, but her laugh made me laugh..so I just felt like I was copying her.
She enjoyed my pick of the movie, and then we headed upstairs after the movie and bonded it back up with Dylan. I then went home and to bed!
Megan thought I had a boring time, but I had a lot of fun. She and her family are awesome.
I headed on that "long" journey to her house and called her a few more times. Still no answer. I got to Ark City and slowed down quite a bit because I didn't want to beat her home. I looked at my phone, and then had a voicemail and a text. I accidentally deleted her voicemail and so I just called her up. She said she was almost home, but she needed to shower and stuff and so I should drive slow. I drove 50 mph for 20 miles and got passed by about 200 angry looking people. I couldn't help but smile everytime somebody passed me, because they probably thought I was an old lady or something and I probably surprised them when they saw an 18 year old kid driving slow! ha.
I decided to give her a little while longer, so I toured her hometown. I saw the entire town in nearly 1.8 minutes. I then called her back up and she said she was ready and so I headed to her house, which wasn't difficult to find at all. She was nice enough to greet me outside. I walked into her house and was re-introduced to her mom and then introduced to her 9 foot brother. Then her jokester of a stepdad shook my hand and said he might confuse my name with the other 3 guys that were over last week. All in all they were a nice family.
Megan and I bonded it up with a walk down her dirt road with some awesome goats, horses, and cows and we made a friend with the neighbors dog who I wished would have just...died or something. He wouldn't quit barking, and when Megan's dog finally got tired of it, they 2 dogs quarreled for a bit, and the neighbors dog finally headed home. I pet megan's dog for a job well done. ha.
When we got back to the house, we had to wait a bit longer for supper to be done. We ate some delicious Lasagna and green beans. Her mom feared she overcooked the breadsticks, but they were delicious. After our dinner and sitting around the table and discussing life and what not, Megan and I headed downstairs for the movie.
her brother made us some unwanted popcorn, but he later devoured it all by himself, ha. megan and I sat in the couch and were all cozy with a blanket and the movie.
*I'm somewhat changing the subject for a brief second, but it will relate to my blog*
Have you ever wanted to hold hands with someone and you weren't sure if they would hold hands with you? No matter how old I am, I still find holding hands the hardest thing in the entire world...bleh. I haven't had the opportunity to hold it with very many, but jeeze...i'm a wimp.
*back to the story*
I laughed at several things that I found freakin hilarious during the movie, and Megan just stared at me weirdly. She laughed at a few things, but her laugh made me laugh..so I just felt like I was copying her.
She enjoyed my pick of the movie, and then we headed upstairs after the movie and bonded it back up with Dylan. I then went home and to bed!
Megan thought I had a boring time, but I had a lot of fun. She and her family are awesome.
Monday, April 5, 2010
This weekend
Friday-
I worked until 7 on friday. I was really anxious for 7 to get there because I had a date with Megan again. I was trying to think of something fun to do for 2 hours because the last song started at 930. I met her at the theaters and gave her an obnoxious wave to make up for her giving me one last time. =) On my way up there, she left me a voice mail saying our date was cancelled...which scared me. ha.
I ended up taking her to my house to show her my kittens, we went to the park with like 1000 little kids, and then through the nature trail.
The movie started and we got there like..15 minutes early. While watching the previews, I was cracking up at the previews to shrek and another cartoon. Megan was staring at me like i was retarded..but i'm just easily amused.
That night I went to the coopers house and went to the casino and lost 20 bucks, and watched a movie and stayed the night.
Saturday-
Woke up at the Coopers house. I saw Kelsi getting ready for the day in a dress...which I thought was dumb. She ended up changing and putting on some shorts and stuff. We played frisbee golf and then went to pick up kyle and then to island park!
There we walked along the creek and explored the woods and stuff. It was a ton of fun. We saw this gravestone across the creek and decided we would cross the creek later that night to read what it said.
We went and ate chinese after that after picking up beth. Jacob met us there and then him and kyle went to band practice. Kelsi, Ryan, Beth and I all went to wilson park and had a good time. We laughed a lot! Especially at this little kid who thought he was an amadillo.
Then we went to walmart and bought silly string. We saw Megan and her friends there...which was cool. On our way down the high way we sprayed several people with silly string and then we went to kelsi's backyard and had a war.
We all got into our crappy clothes, shorts, bad tennis shoes and we headed for the creek. We crossed that creek which was freezing and was almost as high as my knees, and then we had to cross a field of thorns, bushes, spider webs, and wild animals, we then arrived to that gravestone. Ended up being a pretty boring goal..but it was a fun trip.
We all had scratched legs and stuff. We went to walmart with sopping wet shoes and stuff. People were staring at us and wondering where we went to get soaked shoes. ha. they were squeaking and leaving a trail and everything.
It was an awesome day that I'll never forget.
Sunday-
was easter. enough said.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
My blogs are forced upon me...ha
Today was a....boring day. I woke up at 700, went to school til 1220, got a haircut at 1, went to work right afterward til 7. Came home and ate supper and did 2.5 hours of homework.
Not much fun occured. Until....
The suspense is driving you crazy? ha. I got invited to go to Island park and play hide n seek with like..10 other people. It was a good time. I skinned my elbows though trying to get off of a steep rooftop.
I'm sorry I have nothing interesting to say. So far, I have some pretty awesome weekend plans. Work Friday and Saturday. Date thing friday, and no work sunday due to Easter. =) should I sleep in or go to church? going to church is something I like to do, but i'm only going this time because I'm off of work but people may think i'm only going because it's easter, and I don't know if I want that. ha. I'm confusing. =)
See ya.
Not much fun occured. Until....
The suspense is driving you crazy? ha. I got invited to go to Island park and play hide n seek with like..10 other people. It was a good time. I skinned my elbows though trying to get off of a steep rooftop.
I'm sorry I have nothing interesting to say. So far, I have some pretty awesome weekend plans. Work Friday and Saturday. Date thing friday, and no work sunday due to Easter. =) should I sleep in or go to church? going to church is something I like to do, but i'm only going this time because I'm off of work but people may think i'm only going because it's easter, and I don't know if I want that. ha. I'm confusing. =)
See ya.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
More ramblings that nobody reads
For 18 years of my life, I have worked for the title of the nice kid and its payed off. People like me, trust me, and befriend me quite easily.
I'm trustworthy. I try not to make fun of people..even though I do every once in a while, but i usually feel guilty right afterwards.
There doesn't seem to be a point in being this nice guy that I've become though. Nobody wants it.
Every friend I have have been in a serious relationship. They've found 1 love in their life...and I just feel left out. They've also lost that love...but at least they felt some part of it.
here are a list of excuses i've heard on why girls don't like me:
"I'm too nice" This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I even offered to smack her around a few times a month if that made her happy, but she rejected me anyhow...
Don't girls want nice guys?
"You're just a friend" Aren't couples supposed to be best friends?....
That's all I can think of...ha. But, I'm a decent looking guy, with a good personality, loves god, has awesome friends, no bad habits except chewing my nails...ha, I have a job, and i have goals in life.
Apparently I need to change something about myself 'cause girls don't like me.
On a side not...I plan on becoming a more godly person. Reading the bible everyday, Living how i'm supposed too, and listening to god's plan...which so far, seems pretty secretive.....
I'm trustworthy. I try not to make fun of people..even though I do every once in a while, but i usually feel guilty right afterwards.
There doesn't seem to be a point in being this nice guy that I've become though. Nobody wants it.
Every friend I have have been in a serious relationship. They've found 1 love in their life...and I just feel left out. They've also lost that love...but at least they felt some part of it.
here are a list of excuses i've heard on why girls don't like me:
"I'm too nice" This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I even offered to smack her around a few times a month if that made her happy, but she rejected me anyhow...
Don't girls want nice guys?
"You're just a friend" Aren't couples supposed to be best friends?....
That's all I can think of...ha. But, I'm a decent looking guy, with a good personality, loves god, has awesome friends, no bad habits except chewing my nails...ha, I have a job, and i have goals in life.
Apparently I need to change something about myself 'cause girls don't like me.
On a side not...I plan on becoming a more godly person. Reading the bible everyday, Living how i'm supposed too, and listening to god's plan...which so far, seems pretty secretive.....
Sunday, March 14, 2010
bleh...
Tomorrow at noon I leave for Branson! I've never been there, but i'm ready to get out of winfield for a few days. ha. I went snack shopping today, which is always quite fun, and I get to sleep in tomorrow morning for the first time in like a month. =)
Tonight I'm going to Wichita to hangout with some friends. I'm not in the greatest mood, so hopefully they'll cheer me up! We are going to watch the crazies and some other stuff.
Tonight I'm going to Wichita to hangout with some friends. I'm not in the greatest mood, so hopefully they'll cheer me up! We are going to watch the crazies and some other stuff.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Recent thoughts
You ever feel like you're the gum on somebody's shoe? That's how I've felt lately with a lot of my friends. One in particular seems to boss me around and take control of everything...even my own things. He's bigger than me..so what do I do? It's funny sometimes, but other times its annoying, especially when it keeps on happening.
I also hate being the butt end of jokes. It's okay sometimes, I can keep a joke, but when its a constant thing.....it makes you think, are they really joking? I also hate giving jokes to people who can't handle them. My best friend can't take a joke at all. You make a funny comment or something and he gets physical. It's not fair...how about you retaliate with wit and not strength.
I hate having to come home while hanging out with new people and being interrogated. I just want my own life separated from my brother and my main set of friends. I'm glad I have a set of best friends..but I just wish they wouldn't care so much as to what i'm doing..I'm able to do things by myself. I've got a job, a car, money, and my own set of wants.
Anyhow, I got offered a place to live next school semester but I'd have to transfer colleges, which I've already been debating. I'm ready to get out of Winfield. WSU would be a nice place to go. The friends I were hanging out with today said I could live with them because they've got a house, and it's a nice one. WSU offers my major as well and I have friends who go there. Plus I'd love to escape my best friend. He lives with me and doesn't have a job and only 7 hours of classes. When I'm not working or at school, he's with me. I like to get out and do different things and its just like he's suffocating me...ha.
I complain a lot on here, but, i've got a lot of things that need to get out, and this is a pretty good way. Even if a complete stranger reads this. ha.
I've been really happy this last week because something I wanted seemed to me to be coming true, but then these last few days have gotten me in a depressed type of mood because i think i'm wrong....
Life's complicated.
I also hate being the butt end of jokes. It's okay sometimes, I can keep a joke, but when its a constant thing.....it makes you think, are they really joking? I also hate giving jokes to people who can't handle them. My best friend can't take a joke at all. You make a funny comment or something and he gets physical. It's not fair...how about you retaliate with wit and not strength.
I hate having to come home while hanging out with new people and being interrogated. I just want my own life separated from my brother and my main set of friends. I'm glad I have a set of best friends..but I just wish they wouldn't care so much as to what i'm doing..I'm able to do things by myself. I've got a job, a car, money, and my own set of wants.
Anyhow, I got offered a place to live next school semester but I'd have to transfer colleges, which I've already been debating. I'm ready to get out of Winfield. WSU would be a nice place to go. The friends I were hanging out with today said I could live with them because they've got a house, and it's a nice one. WSU offers my major as well and I have friends who go there. Plus I'd love to escape my best friend. He lives with me and doesn't have a job and only 7 hours of classes. When I'm not working or at school, he's with me. I like to get out and do different things and its just like he's suffocating me...ha.
I complain a lot on here, but, i've got a lot of things that need to get out, and this is a pretty good way. Even if a complete stranger reads this. ha.
I've been really happy this last week because something I wanted seemed to me to be coming true, but then these last few days have gotten me in a depressed type of mood because i think i'm wrong....
Life's complicated.
Monday, March 8, 2010
about me
I have decided to write a little bit about me due to a lack of anything else to do. My msn buddy decided to have bad internet tonight. :P
I have lived in Winfield my entire life. Although I used to go to school in a tiny tiny town because I lived in the country and that school was closer. That house was near the lake. During the summer, you could hear the jet skis glide across the water, and it was one of the best sounds ever. If you walked to the balcony, you could even see some of the lake.
At that house I....
ran over my twin brother with a four wheeler. =) He wasn't hurt though
Had an awesome snowball fight where we had forts and everything made of snow.
Built a snow fort with my brother. It only lasted a day though...it collapsed over night. =(
Had a donkey named Don! I loved him, and he'd let us ride him all the time.
Had our yard catch on fire and the fire department had to put it out for us
Had a homemade teeter totter in the backyard. Which was just a long board across a sawing horse.
I lived in that house from age 7 to about 13. I remember that house so well because I consider it to be my childhood home. ha
I didn't get to meet my biological dad until I was 16. He never called or anything even though he only lived a few miles away. After his wife died, he started contacting us(my twin and I). He had other kids...4 of them, which I didn't know either. I tended to ignore his phone calls because by the time I was 16..I was grown up. My bro and I did eventually hangout with him and his side of the family. Last summer he called me and had a long conversation about something that I don't remember, and he told me he loved me, but I didn't say it back. I've only known him for about 2 years at that time, but during those 2 years..it was just a few meetings and phone calls.
He died about 4 months later due to alcohol. He drank himself to death because he was so lonely. His wife had past, along with a friend, and his dad. His other kids didn't want a lot to do with him due to other problems, and after his death..I can't help but recall our phone call where I didn't tell him that I loved him back...
At the viewing of his body..I apologized over and over again for god knows what...I guess for not letting him know that I loved him.
There was nothing worse than that moment of guilt, sadness, and emptiness. When the bulge of sadness poured out of my abdomen and came out in the form of tears....I hated it more than anything.
My step dad is also a heavy drinker and smoker. His lungs are pretty much gone, but a lot of that was due to Tuberculosis. He isn't getting better, but it doesn't take a scientist to know that his alcohol is the reason behind the medicine not working. He's an idiot.
I bet he has less than 5 years left in him... He's already on oxygen. He's only 53.
I rambled a lot up there..haha. I hope it interested somebody...
I have lived in Winfield my entire life. Although I used to go to school in a tiny tiny town because I lived in the country and that school was closer. That house was near the lake. During the summer, you could hear the jet skis glide across the water, and it was one of the best sounds ever. If you walked to the balcony, you could even see some of the lake.
At that house I....
ran over my twin brother with a four wheeler. =) He wasn't hurt though
Had an awesome snowball fight where we had forts and everything made of snow.
Built a snow fort with my brother. It only lasted a day though...it collapsed over night. =(
Had a donkey named Don! I loved him, and he'd let us ride him all the time.
Had our yard catch on fire and the fire department had to put it out for us
Had a homemade teeter totter in the backyard. Which was just a long board across a sawing horse.
I lived in that house from age 7 to about 13. I remember that house so well because I consider it to be my childhood home. ha
I didn't get to meet my biological dad until I was 16. He never called or anything even though he only lived a few miles away. After his wife died, he started contacting us(my twin and I). He had other kids...4 of them, which I didn't know either. I tended to ignore his phone calls because by the time I was 16..I was grown up. My bro and I did eventually hangout with him and his side of the family. Last summer he called me and had a long conversation about something that I don't remember, and he told me he loved me, but I didn't say it back. I've only known him for about 2 years at that time, but during those 2 years..it was just a few meetings and phone calls.
He died about 4 months later due to alcohol. He drank himself to death because he was so lonely. His wife had past, along with a friend, and his dad. His other kids didn't want a lot to do with him due to other problems, and after his death..I can't help but recall our phone call where I didn't tell him that I loved him back...
At the viewing of his body..I apologized over and over again for god knows what...I guess for not letting him know that I loved him.
There was nothing worse than that moment of guilt, sadness, and emptiness. When the bulge of sadness poured out of my abdomen and came out in the form of tears....I hated it more than anything.
My step dad is also a heavy drinker and smoker. His lungs are pretty much gone, but a lot of that was due to Tuberculosis. He isn't getting better, but it doesn't take a scientist to know that his alcohol is the reason behind the medicine not working. He's an idiot.
I bet he has less than 5 years left in him... He's already on oxygen. He's only 53.
I rambled a lot up there..haha. I hope it interested somebody...
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Date Night =)
I had to work Saturday from 830 to 5. I got up at 8, and my mom was awake. She told me she was going bowling at about 7... That's where megan and I were going for our date, and i thought it was going to be sooo awkward having my mom there too. After our conversation, I went to the wonderful world of work. Saturday's at work always seem to take forever seeing how nobody wants their drugs on a weekend. They get them on the week days usually. I got out of work finally, and I had the date at 5:30. I had to drive to Arkcity and I was a little late because I had to go home, and put on some good clothes. I met Megan at the bowling alley and then she got in my car after the biggest wave I've ever experienced in my life, and we went to Gambino's. Gambino's is not a date spot. It's not very nice, although the pizza was quite delicious.
After Gambino's we went bowling. Megan was the first to bowl, and she was going pretty good. I think I lost the first game, but things changed after her luck transferred to me, and I won our second game. On our third game, she got her mojo back, and she beat me. I learned I do the head tilt a lot and somehow, that is supposed to get my ball back on track....but it didn't work. =(
After bowling, we went and got some ice cream. We left and ate the ice cream at the park in the train. We talked about a statue that was staring at us, and stuff. ha.
after eating our ice cream we swung in the swings and then played in the tennis courts.We felt pretty american staring at the flag waving across the street.
After hanging out there, Walmart was on the list of our destination. On the way there, we jammed out to 1985- Bowling for Soup and a few other songs.
We were pretty lame at walmart. We walked around the groceries and picked out what stuff we owned at our house. ha. But, it was funny. I then showed her a video of a slow loris on youtube, which is the cutest animal known to man, but she refused to think that and called it ugly...She's a weirdo. ;)
We drove around a little longer and we jammed out, I got a corndog at Sonic, we played catch with a football in another park, and swung some more. We did pretty much everything there is to do possible in ark city.
I had a blast, and am looking forward to another date.
After Gambino's we went bowling. Megan was the first to bowl, and she was going pretty good. I think I lost the first game, but things changed after her luck transferred to me, and I won our second game. On our third game, she got her mojo back, and she beat me. I learned I do the head tilt a lot and somehow, that is supposed to get my ball back on track....but it didn't work. =(
After bowling, we went and got some ice cream. We left and ate the ice cream at the park in the train. We talked about a statue that was staring at us, and stuff. ha.
after eating our ice cream we swung in the swings and then played in the tennis courts.We felt pretty american staring at the flag waving across the street.
After hanging out there, Walmart was on the list of our destination. On the way there, we jammed out to 1985- Bowling for Soup and a few other songs.
We were pretty lame at walmart. We walked around the groceries and picked out what stuff we owned at our house. ha. But, it was funny. I then showed her a video of a slow loris on youtube, which is the cutest animal known to man, but she refused to think that and called it ugly...She's a weirdo. ;)
We drove around a little longer and we jammed out, I got a corndog at Sonic, we played catch with a football in another park, and swung some more. We did pretty much everything there is to do possible in ark city.
I had a blast, and am looking forward to another date.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Trevor's Friday nights....
It seems like I always wake up JUST before my alarm goes off, which to me, is always awesome. I see the time, and I'm like...yes, 10 more minutes, and those 10 minutes seem sooo slow, so when I finally do get up, I think I'm late.
Anyways, I went to school, and my comp class (which is my 2nd and last class of today) was cancelled. I feel some sort of superiority when my class is cancelled. I walk around and see all the other comp classes in session and I'm like.."sucks to be you."
Because of my cancelled class, I worked out. I'm pretty sure my biceps are soon to be bulging through my shirts. ;) ....jk
I had to work and after that, I came home to find 3 of my friends at my house watching youtube videos and a bucket of wal-mart chicken on the counter, and I was happy because I had a free dinner. =) I also went to go watch Alice and Wonderland tonight, which was pretty good.
I work tomorrow morning, 830 to 5. then I have a date. I attempted to get my car clean, but i decided against it because my car isn't THAT dirty, nor did I feel like cleaning it.
Sorry for the rambling....I have nothing interesting to talk about.
Anyways, I went to school, and my comp class (which is my 2nd and last class of today) was cancelled. I feel some sort of superiority when my class is cancelled. I walk around and see all the other comp classes in session and I'm like.."sucks to be you."
Because of my cancelled class, I worked out. I'm pretty sure my biceps are soon to be bulging through my shirts. ;) ....jk
I had to work and after that, I came home to find 3 of my friends at my house watching youtube videos and a bucket of wal-mart chicken on the counter, and I was happy because I had a free dinner. =) I also went to go watch Alice and Wonderland tonight, which was pretty good.
I work tomorrow morning, 830 to 5. then I have a date. I attempted to get my car clean, but i decided against it because my car isn't THAT dirty, nor did I feel like cleaning it.
Sorry for the rambling....I have nothing interesting to talk about.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
First blog
First of all, I'm not a very creative person, that's why I'm a science major. I was bored and I was looking at a friend's blog, and I thought I'd try it out. I don't really have much to say. I'm lying here in bed with an awesome crayon blanket covering my legs. I went to a concert this past Monday night. It was amazing. I haven't been to one since my sophomore year. The drive to Oklahoma City was Long. The construction on the highway was sporadic and quite annoying, and apparently the state of Oklahoma sucks at giving directions to places via signs. We got to the concert and only waited in line for about 15 minutes, but that was long enough for my nose to start running. We started into the Diamond Ballroom, and we all stood on the outside of the crowd that was forming around the stage. Four of my friend's and I wanted to get to the front of the stage in order to see Mayday Parade and We the Kings, so we had to dance, fight, pull, push, shove, and knock many people to get there, but hey, we were at a concert where things get crazy! We finally made it to the stage..well, close enough, and the temperature was the most uncomfortable thing. I looked at one of my friends who went with us and she looked like she had just gotten out of the shower. =O as we were being pushed and shoved, my friends and I were laughing... We had to fight to stand up because the floor was being overtaken by people with huge feet and trash.
I haven't been to a concert in a long time, and this one has definitely made me consider going to them much more often. The bands rocked, and so do my friends.
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