More ramblings that nobody reads

For 18 years of my life, I have worked for the title of the nice kid and its payed off. People like me, trust me, and befriend me quite easily.

I'm trustworthy. I try not to make fun of people..even though I do every once in a while, but i usually feel guilty right afterwards.

There doesn't seem to be a point in being this nice guy that I've become though. Nobody wants it.

Every friend I have have been in a serious relationship. They've found 1 love in their life...and I just feel left out. They've also lost that love...but at least they felt some part of it.

here are a list of excuses i've heard on why girls don't like me:

"I'm too nice" This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I even offered to smack her around a few times a month if that made her happy, but she rejected me anyhow...
Don't girls want nice guys?

"You're just a friend" Aren't couples supposed to be best friends?....



That's all I can think of...ha. But, I'm a decent looking guy, with a good personality, loves god, has awesome friends, no bad habits except chewing my nails...ha, I have a job, and i have goals in life.

Apparently I need to change something about myself 'cause girls don't like me.

On a side not...I plan on becoming a more godly person. Reading the bible everyday, Living how i'm supposed too, and listening to god's plan...which so far, seems pretty secretive.....