Don't read this..its boring

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here


That song really got to me today...its a good one. Random, but just so you know. ha


I am eating a big mac. I'm gonna be fat, but hopefully, i'll be married by then and it'll be her problem. ha. =)

You ever do something you regret? I did that yesterday, and all day long i've felt like a jackass. I have apologized, and i'm sure she's forgiven me, but..still. i feel like a giant douche.

I'm getting sooo stressed. All I want to do is be with friends, but most of them seem to be ditching out on me. I work all the time, and then have school all the time. I need more free time. bleh..

this is a dumb blog entry, sorry for wasting your time.

I did draw 2 pictures at work..here they are.