Updated!

Although it's been months since I've updated...nothing enormous or awesome have happened. I have passed my classes, enrolled into new ones, and living life as I normally have. Though...I have been seeing things differently lately.

I don't drink, do drugs, etc... Though I've learned many of my friends do. I used to get disappointed in my friends for doing it. But, I think I've gotten past that seeing how its probably more my problem than theirs. My life has been negatively affected by alcohol, but that doesn't mean everybody's life has, therefore, I shouldn't get disappointed in other people for doing something the rest of the world agrees is okay to do.

I went to a party for the first time last night. I've been to gatherings where people were drinking, but never a full on party. I went to some frat house in Wichita where there were probably close to a hundred people, music, tons and tons of alcohol and drugs. I decided a long time ago that I'm going to choose who I want to be and stick to it, and I decided that I wanted to be the type of person who doesn't drink. I like being original, plus I think its just nasty. Last night I got asked hundreds of times if I wanted something to drink, to which I replied no thanks. Not that I wasn't tempted...I wanted to, but I knew if I did, I'd hate myself today.

So...this year, I'm going to live life as a college student should, minus me drinking and doing drugs. I'll go to parties and enjoy myself, I won't care about other people's business and their lifestyle. I've chosen mine and I'm going to stick with it. I won't get disappointed in my friends drinking or anything.

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